Once upon a time I had a dream-I dreamed about my future life. It was such a good motivator for me in everything I did. It was something I looked forward to so so much! Now I feel like that dream has been shattered and it is going to take a long, long time to ever recreate the excitement. It almost seems like it's gone forever, that what I was looking for doesn't even exist. But I am trying hard to fight that feeling. I need so much to have the faith that things will work out for my happiness.
I found a song (well, I knew and loved it long before this) that I feel describes my prevailing feeling lately. This song describes how I feel most of the time. Listening to it makes me sad, but in a way it gives me a little comfort.
Another song, which seemed to fit perfectly from the very beginning, has thankfully not been the perfect fit for my emotions all the time. This one is how I feel only a few times a day.
However, I am trying to change those feelings. I know that there is a place for sorrow, but there is also a need for healing. Life is beautiful if I let it be. I have found a lot of comfort in this song, and I am trying to feel this more often. I am trying to have the faith to move on, to accept the plan Heavenly Father has for me, and to really and truly trust that He knows the very best what will help me be infinitely happy.
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