...I have this overwhelming longing for someone's strong arms to hold me, for someone to tell me they love me even when I feel awful about myself, someone who believes in me and helps me move forward even when I'm terrified of what lies ahead, someone to comfort me when I wake up from an awful dream. It comes suddenly and washes over me at the most random times. Sometimes I'm sitting in Mission prep, sometimes I'm in my dance class, sometimes I'm just thinking about the week ahead. When this happens I immediately think back to previous relationships I've had and question my decision to break it off. I know, bad idea. But don't worry, my logic brain kicks in pretty quick and I remember all the things that prompted me to make that decision. Someday it will work out, right?
On another note... this week is going to be insane. I'm kind of scared. I have so many assignments due and a test to take and my first piano lesson in a long time. But it'll be good. I just need to keep calm and carry on :)
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Not to be captain obvious but there is someone like that- Christ. He is always there! Love you!
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